Do I still have a chin?

I got my wisdom teeth out on Friday morning. Not fun. Things went pretty well, didn't even realize they had already done the procedure when I woke up. Until I realize my face is numb. I make a joke to Brady, "I can't feel my lips. Do I still have a chin?" He laughs and makes me repeat lines from the little boys, "Is this real life" video on youtube while tapping me. Then we head for home. As the afternoon wears on I still cannot feel my face. I go to bed slightly worried since they make you sign a paper saying there is LESS than 1% chance that they could hit a nerve. This could leave you without feeling in one side of your face. After sleeping Friday night, I wake up numb once again. A few people had told me that it took them about 24 hours to get feeling back so I sit and wait a bit. Sunday I wake up, and you guessed it, numb. It is now Sunday night and I still cannot feel my face. It is actually a bit painful and irritating. I feel like my lip weighs 10lbs and it will not stop itching, burning, etc. Only problem is, I scratch it and can't feel anything. It is my mind playing tricks on me. I can't really eat well. I had my first real meal tonight and can't tell if I am chewing food or my own cheek/lip. After doing a bit of research it seems that the surgeon may have hit the nerve. It could take up to 6 months to fix itself. Until then, I remain numb. I can't wait to call the surgeon tomorrow morning when their office opens. Only, I have a feeling I am going to be disappointed. I am sure they are going to tell me that I knew of the risk and that it isn't a big deal. It will go away at some point, they will tell me. I, however, am really sick of feeling broken. I am tired of feeling like I cannot care for my children. Okay, I get it. A numb lip will not impair my ability to care for them, but you get the idea. I feel like I can't catch a break. I was the healthiest person you had ever met the day I got married. Then my pregnancy with Ella, and worse yet Carter. The gallbladder, and then my broken back. The wisdom teeth have been in the back of my mind so I knew they were coming, but did I really need to be left numb after? Today I purposefully watched a 20/20 they did on the LDS girl who was in a plane crash. Watching all of the struggles in her life made me feel better about how small mine are. I feel as if most of my kids lives I have been physically down and not able to care for my family in the way I would like. I just need a reminder once in a while that my life isn't so bad. I have a lot to be happy about. Two wonderful children and a loving, supportive husband who does more than his share at times. I am so grateful for my them and wouldn't change my life, just wish sometimes that the bad luck would run out.